pain caused by a sweet heart

im hurting to much this is all to much to take in you text me when you can then dont really text me back when i need to talk and when i want your adivce the aura that makes me feel better and happy. But no fuck that you stopped texting eventually you texted me saying hey i ran to my phone all happy and exicted then just got depressed later cause u never basically reply to me or i have to keep the convo going its stupid this is how i feel i am saying "fuck this right now" "your going to be the reason i go on aint depressent pills well at least one of them you made me happy easily now thats gone fuck this" "i may be done with guys for awhile" i feel like i lost you but i respect you and her just go be happy forget me not or do at this point in time i don't give a fucking shit im hurting in the heart its bleeding with in sweet heart you did this in away it can be fixed yet time may just be what i neeed with eeeverything sorry for taking this out on you but i need to let it come out and not destory me sowwie sweet heart - 3/7/10