Te Amo...

Te Amo...



If I say I Love You I mean it
those words are something not to play around with
When I say I Love You it means,
Your beautiful,
goregous within the sky like a star that shines,
One I truly care about
When I say I Love You this means there's a place in my broken heart for you,
your own special place to fill my cracks in the broken areas of my heart.
When you hear me say I Love You I hope it makes you feel special,
Love like you have an Angel watching over you always.
Love is something that shouldn't be messed with.
Yes there are different meanings & levels of Love and the statement I Love You but in general this is what it means coming from me;
That I've chosen to care about you & your life I care how things are going whether your broken into pieces or slap happy to okay. Know when I say those words you mean the world to me even if we've had our share or fights, disagreements I'll still love you unless you broke my heart destroyed my life or hurt a love one then we got some major issues.
When you hear I Love You I hope you know that means I trust you more then others in my life. That means I stand by your side no matter what happens if you fall down I'll be the hand to help you get back up on your feet and start once again. I'll guide you back to the light help you break through barriers. I hope know that I'll think about you from time to time even more if something is going on whether you told me or not.
Also I can tell if more with one I Love if something is wrong but if I can tell its major in your life I'll wait for your to approach me about what's troubling you. Instead of me approaching you.
Yes there are times where I am caught up in my own little world and things aren't going right for me But that doesn't mean I don't Love You.
This would be your time to Shine towards me and lend a hand even if I push you away doesn't I dont appreicate you trying & that I don't Love You. You need to understand I Love You is a powerful saying. So don't tell me you Love me unless you truly do. These are one words that describe how I feel about you but the words don't exist in this universe nor they never will. So don't take I Love You with a grain of salt take it as a compliment and something even greater.
When I say I Love You you better believe it. Just remember I Love You & things will be okay. I'll be your Angel for no matter what.
I Love You means even more then what I said it just be so much to try and say I hope this is enough so you'll believe these words and this meaning each thime I say I Love You or Te Amo.
Goregous Love is a Angel in the Stars with wings soaring wings to Keep you alive with Love
I Love You Beautiful
Te Amo Hermosa 

Jessica Margl November 13th, 2011 Sunday 3:03Am-3:51Am

My Angel of the Darkness

Your a Gorgeous Angel that walks within the darkness reaching for the light you can't find it No on is around you but you feel a sense an angel isn't suppose to feel. not sure what it is you continue to search for the light to come out of the darkness. As i watch over you, i feel the your feeling sense that something is wrong. I want to reach out touch you tell you its okay. An angel can not be touch i try but fail i watched as the color of your wings through the months have turned from pure white to blackness. This is painful to see even feel within me because i know you feel the same but even more lost not knowing where to go Afraid of knowing what's in the future and who to trust. Afraid if you can let your guard down towards me. You know i'm no where to be found or the light. But that sense is so familiar to you like i'm there something this angel in darkness shouldn't feel. Your afraid of what i'll think of what's going on when you can trust me with all your heart. I won't judge you I'm just waiting for you to find that door in the pitch darkness where the light is and then you'll be surround by stars. I'll be there waiting for your to turn your wings gorgeous Angel white again with Love.

-Oct. 28th, 2011 Jessica Margl

pain caused by a sweet heart

im hurting to much this is all to much to take in you text me when you can then dont really text me back when i need to talk and when i want your adivce the aura that makes me feel better and happy. But no fuck that you stopped texting eventually you texted me saying hey i ran to my phone all happy and exicted then just got depressed later cause u never basically reply to me or i have to keep the convo going its stupid this is how i feel i am saying "fuck this right now" "your going to be the reason i go on aint depressent pills well at least one of them you made me happy easily now thats gone fuck this" "i may be done with guys for awhile" i feel like i lost you but i respect you and her just go be happy forget me not or do at this point in time i don't give a fucking shit im hurting in the heart its bleeding with in sweet heart you did this in away it can be fixed yet time may just be what i neeed with eeeverything sorry for taking this out on you but i need to let it come out and not destory me sowwie sweet heart - 3/7/10

ice cold becomes warm hearted

ur eyes are amazing more amazing then the night's sky filled with twinkling stars : ) i love to look into them deeply they capture me after they do i dont feel so ice cold as i said "you were always cute" its true even when u were younger looking back at older pictures you have :P i dont know where i stand or who i am right now nothing really makes since to me right now exept one thing that you know and i know and a few others too. but to come out with more of the truth i was alway ask myself if i should say hi or hey when you were on at times i didn't because i didnt know if u were gunna log off haha i know its stupid but its me! i know i am a pretty cool girl! ur words not mine :P i love talking to you about anything even if its something i would not normally talk about. theres times i can wipe my smile off my face because ur in the presence. i can come to u to talk about things i cant always with others. going days or a day with out talking to you doesnt complete my day but ill live i mean i am still alive right? pokes my self yep im alive :) anyways ur just an amazing friend!! there is no word capable for describing you! you just make me feel warm hearted and times i get the butterflies then i know im not so ice cold with not a frozen heart. 3/2/10 - Jessica M.

quotes i wrote on 3/3/10

"Life is like a rose your born then slowly one by one a petal falls off till you wilt and are reborn"

"when you find someone who makes you happy hold on tight don't loose them if you don't hold on tight one day they may slip away"

"no one will understand you as best as yourself but its better to be understood some then rather nothing at all"

"when you face things right away and don't run away it makes you stronger plus things get better faster"

"Everyone has a heart but with in that heart there is different emotions, reading that heart is all the same, it has wings wrapped up in thorns with parts bleeding from all the pain they have endured the wings can't be broken free because no one is ever completely free from anything"

"to look at someone's outside beauty is a compliment but for them to open the heart to let another see with in is a pure true gift the rarest kind you can give for one to see the beauty with in"

"they say a diamond is a girl's best friend and they last forever don't believe that for a second be her best friend its better than a keepsake because your reall the diamond is not"

"we are given one heart to hold the other heart was given away to another because they are the key to your heart to open and love"

"loving is powerful but to love is different than to love yourself"

"no one is ever truly happy read someone's eyes then try to read their heart yet you can not because they have been hurt to many times to tell you the story"